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Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? (Trainspotting. Renton's Voice at the Opening Credit)

Everybody had their own way to live their life
Ada yang ngejalaninnya dengan menerima apa adanya, menahan diri dari tekanan kanan kiri tanpa berani 'bersuara'...
Ada yang memaksa keadaan untuk menjadi yang dimauin, dengan cara apapun.. even harus sikut kanan kiri tanpa mikirin perasaan dan keadaan orang-orang sekitar..
Ada yang memilih untuk berdiam, namun ada tersirat kegiatan dalam kediaman itu..
Ada yang TERPAKSA menjalani kehidupannya karena keadaan yang terjepit..

Life can be painfull sometimes..
Life can be full of surprises..
Life is a cycle..
Banyak yang ga menyadari kalau, 'what we are today is a cause of what we did yesterday'
Menyesali perjalanan hidup memang kadang terjadi..
Kata-kata "andai.., kalau saja.. dan coba kalau.." semuanya udah BASI!
Accept your life as it is today.
Yeah, i know.. reality sucks! Tapi, mau diapain lagi?

Some people live regreting
Some people live revenge-ing (begitulah maksudnya-,red.)
Some people live with no dreams and goals
Some people dont even try to make their life a better living
Some people just stood there and never walk forward..

Well NOT ME!!!! At least, i'm tryin not to be!

I Had pride..
I've been blessed with a healthy brain and mind..
I live my life to achieve my goals and dreams
I live my life to think ways,how to live a better life
I live my life to laugh, to cherish this precious living
I live my life being nice and fun to other people
I live my life cherishing my family and friends, and to give them a better life in any ways

When someone's tryin to ruin it all up..
go dream you piece'f sh*t!
I believe somewhere out there, someone/something's waiting for me
I chose not to be linger here..

This is my life.
I chose it this way!
Dont care if you like it or not!
I"M OUT!!!

About me

  • I'm Annisa M. Zakir
  • From Jakarta, Indonesia
  • I'm Cicha, a married woman who's just a person like all of you, but a simple one.. A person who'is currently enjoying her life and slowly finding the word living and family life means. Who haven't satisfied enough for what she had achieved right now. So, she's only human.. who never get enough of everything.. (Didn't we all??) Personally, I'm a person who respects people in many ways..I 'see' others as who they really are!! :) I'm incredibly sensitive in certain ways, can be silly sometimes, perfectionist minded & a total empathizer! DVD-MOVIE FREAK..and music maniac!
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